Originally I started this blog to encourage others and myself to achieve fitness goals big and small. I decided to use another blog--Crazylegsacrossamerica, for that purpose. I think I want this blog to focus more on what gets me thinking, what makes me happy and what makes me sad, not unicorns and butterflies, but issues that affect me and my family, issues that affect the larger community as well. Over the past 20 years, I've found I've lost my voice. I have felt trampled by those who are intent on proselytizing rather than compromising. Scorched earth opinions have always bothered me and as I've aged I've lost my overwhelming need to be right all the time, but I resent not being allowed to have an opposing viewpoint.
When I was younger, I was a vigorous, opinionated sort. When I had kids, I muted my voice to help them navigate the social landscapes they encountered, hopefully unencumbered by a loud, crazy mom. The title of this blog, Back on the Chaingang, reflects my desire to return to a less inhibited, more forthright persona. I think it will reduce my feelings of anxiety and stress to write out what I feel rather than vent only to my family. I want this to be about politics, culture, the social contract. I can use Facebook, Instagram and other social media sites to talk about me and my family and the public sharing moments.
